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Thursday, 4 October 2012 01:31
lea_hazel: Typewriter (Basic: Writing)
Writing shitty love poetry in the AMs:

LIKE A BOSS.

Summer Traps

Thursday, 16 August 2012 14:28
lea_hazel: A frowning white theater mask (Feel: Sad Face :()
I feel so flat and unmotivated to do anything but passively play video games. I have so many writing things I could be throwing my energy into, but instead I wake up every morning and do nothing and nothing and nothing. I should be producing, not ruminating.

Today I have assigned myself only two chores, but they are both phone calls which is the worst. And one of them will probably be quite confrontational. Ugh.

ETA: ...And the sleep clinic people "lost" my fax. Again. Why do these fucking losers demand that I fax them everything under the sun, if they only toss it in the trash along with my life and health and dignity fml everybody hates me conspiracy woe etcetera.

Writing Woes

Monday, 23 April 2012 07:55
lea_hazel: Typewriter (Basic: Writing)
Late last night I made the mistake of trying to read some of my old poetry.

All my tears.

Not in a good way, either.

It depressed me so much, I don't even feel like talking about commas, or metaphysics, or any of the other writerly thoughts I've entertained lately.
lea_hazel: Kermit: OMG YAY *flail* (Feel: OMGYAY)
First, three videos:

Three Hannukah-appropriate YouTube videos behind the cut )

Next, [community profile] fannish5's question for the week: "5 characters that don't (or wouldn't if it existed in their universe) celebrate Christmas."

This is a question after my own heart. )
lea_hazel: A frowning white theater mask (Feel: Sad Face :()
Yesterday (Sunday) after a long weekend of increasingly difficult breathing, I hauled ass to the emergency medical center. I saw a nurse and a doctor, got ventolin inhalation that made me shakey, and got a chest x-ray that showed no spots. By tonight (Monday) the inhalation has pretty much worn off, although I'm not quite as badly off as I was on Saturday, for example. Anyway, I only need to make it through tomorrow and then on Wednesday morning I get to convince an allergy doctor to prescribe me something that will let me sleep at night and function during the day.

I've been watching TV and reading Narnia fanfic and rewriting the DC universe in my head. Good times. Not that I won't be unbelievably grateful when I don't get tired just from standing, and can do things like go to the supermarket, cook a decent meal (something better than mac & cheese), go out with friends or, heaven forbid, get back on track with the Pilates. I've also (sadly) been too tired to write, which leaves me way behind on my writing goals. At least my schedule for the next semester is pretty much set, although I do have to figure out the research project oh noes.

My rib muscles hurt from coughing a bunch.
lea_hazel: The Little Mermaid (Fandom: The Sims 3)
There are so many Things going on that I have to post even though I should be studying. Perhaps I'll intersperse my observations through this post?

So, Game of Thrones. I have so many thoughts, so many. My main two are: I can smell bait; and, way to hang a cliff, jackasses. How do I make it through the next almost a year until season two happens? Assuming they can bring about such an elaborate production for a regular, yearly season. Good thing I have other fandoms to distract myself with, I could never deal with fandom monogamy.

So much rambling. )

Well, this is already ludicrously long enough, rambling enough, and took *glances* over an hour to put together, so I'm just gonna hide most of this behind a cut and go ahead and post it.

Plot Woes

Monday, 13 June 2011 21:22
lea_hazel: Typewriter (Basic: Writing)
Whoops. I lied. I guess this story had a few more pages in it after all. I was rereading the beginning and it occurred to me that it made several promises that I hadn't kept, so I went back to the end and tried to figure out a way to make it less final. The scenes are short, but I'm on the fourth already and I think I might need a fifth and sixth. Eek. On the other hand, I got a surprise!supporting character who I love.

If anyone is reading these entries and curious about the story itself, [community profile] junetide starts anonymous posting on the 21st, and reveals are sometime in July. I don't even want to say how many page it is (too many!) until then, because it's supposed to be a surprise.
lea_hazel: Typewriter (Basic: Writing)
I am recording some of my worst writing habits for posterity.

Today's Google logo is the coolest. Yes, it is even cooler than the Pac-Man one.

Tonight my brother and I watch X-Men: First Class. Tomorrow is the Tel Aviv Pride Parade and I want to go, but only if I meet friends there. There is A Thing about the difference between the TA gay community and the Jerusalem gay community that I don't want to get into, but I am not really a Tel Aviv person. If I went alone I would feel lonely, estranged and out of place. If I went with friends, it would be awesome.

TV tropes is a kind of special hell for writers.

There is some sort of phenomenon with fandom kink memes that inspire a lot of gen. I don't really know what causes that to happen, but it's very interesting.

I have a lot of questions and observations today, but no answers or conclusions.

Holidays and Writing

Wednesday, 8 June 2011 15:29
lea_hazel: Typewriter (Basic: Writing)
For Shavuot it is a (relatively recent) tradition to eat lots of dairy products. I like this, because I love eating dairy and cooking with it, I do a lot better with it than with meat, and so sometimes I volunteer myself for holiday meal duties. Last night I made spaghetti in pesto sauce, a filo pie with cheese and onion, and fresh rolls with yeast. The pie recipe I improvised after not finding anything that was quite what I was looking for, and it came out great. The rolls were a pain because yeast has to rise overnight, and it was my first time baking with it. In the end they came out pretty good, though. Sadly, the pesto was under-spiced and thus too mild. Too bad, it smelled really great.

In other news, my [community profile] junetide story has gotten completely out of hand. And I absolutely have to finish it this week as soon as possible, because I have two exams coming up for which the volume of material is absurd. The idea I came up with, it sounded like something I was up to. Only when I actually sat down to write, the story wouldn't go where I told it to. Man, the editing on this will be awful.

ETA: What the everloving fuck. My computer has sprouted the strangest bug. A whole bunch of programs just, like, swapped icons with each other. I could not figure out why there was a Sims icon on my taskbar, since I never pinned it there. I unpinned it, and it turns out that icon was leaving to Firefox, of all things. Adobe Reader has the MS Paint icon, MS Paint has something that looks like OpenOffice, what the fuck.

MLP: FIM

Monday, 6 June 2011 13:47
lea_hazel: I am surrounded by tiny red hearts (Feel: Love)
There's just something about fanart of My Little Pony: Friendship Is Magic.

Read more... )

Basically I am supposed to be writing now. My [community profile] junetide entry is both longer and more complicated than I had anticipate, and has trouble getting to the point. I have no idea where to look for a beta.

Writing: Haha

Sunday, 5 June 2011 21:15
lea_hazel: The outlook is somewhat dismal (Feel: Crash and Burn)
Dedicate a day to editing and polishing unfinished original fic.

Spend day writing nine pages of fanfic.

Olamot 2011

Tuesday, 19 April 2011 18:06
lea_hazel: The Little Mermaid (Genre: Fantasy)
So the theme for this year's sci-fi con, starting tomorrow, is time. The schedule looks pretty cool, my brother and I will probably be there all day tomorrow and most of Thursday.

These comics and SFF conventions have become a reliable touchpoint for me with Israeli SFF fandom, which is pretty cool. I still have no idea when the third book of the Whale of Babylon series is coming out, though. For all I know, it may never come out. D:D:D:

Anyway, if I ever get around to writing one of my ridiculous Hebrew fantasy ideas, it's good to know that I'll have someone to talk to about it. Specter Valley can't lie dormant forever, it would be so wrong.

Associating holidays with new comics is nice, even though I'm horribly behind on my comics reading.

Oy.

Friday, 15 April 2011 13:45
lea_hazel: Typewriter (Basic: Writing)
Apparently I've left my restraint in my other jeans, because I signed up for [community profile] remix_goes_wild. Ignore the fact that I committed to anon fills, I just started a text adventure, I haven't started my [community profile] help_japan fic, plus [community profile] junetide for original fic and, oh yeah, didn't I sign up for [community profile] mundane_bingo fifty thousand years ago?

Also I have a test Sunday, two lab reports due, it's the holidays etc. etc. non-writing obligations.

But no, no. What's really bothering me now? The fact that I don't have enough fandoms to offer, and maybe I should go through some of my old fic to see if it's still any good. (I'll let you in on a secret, most of it sort of blows.)

ETA: It got worse. For some reason I decided to look up my bingo square while I was reading up on translation initiation, and I'm pretty sure I've got a horizontal center for the Homestuck exiles, and a vertical for the exiles. I am even pretty sure I'll do a free square fill that includes both.
lea_hazel: Don't make me look up from my book (Basic: Reading)
This is for my own reference because I feel like getting obsessed with something new (Homestuck get out of my head, Korra where the hell are you, Lost Girl don't make me wait, Digger why did you leave me):

Free spec-fic revolutions for all in eyai as introduced by [personal profile] nextian in an extensive linkspam here and oh wow [livejournal.com profile] schiarire it's been a while, how do I fail to keep in touch like a boss.

If you want to read something totally inferior though you can help make my dead text adventure happen. Hahahaha no.

Anyway I am taking a break from developmental psychology for lunch chemistry lab reports holy shit where did all my time go I will not be able to breathe until I don't know when. Turns out the extra week of vacation for Pesach (in addition to the week-long holiday) is after the holiday and oh my fuck kill me now.
lea_hazel: Neuron cell (Science: Brains)
Holy shit! It's February!

My physiology exam is tomorrow morning. It's the next-to-last in this round, and after it's over I'm giving myself a short break before throwing myself into five days of x-treme biochemistry cramming. It's amazing how I can go from mostly pretty confident to feeling totally unprepared and shockingly ignorant in under an hour, often several times a day. I've learned I have to sort of just plow through it and accept the role of random chance in what topics the lecturers choose to focus on in the exam.

I have so much shit to do in terms of chores. I have so much non-chore shit I want to do but have been putting off. I haven't written in what feels like centuries. Not just the dropping of little vignettes with almost no editing, like my Homestuck ficlets. Real, honest-to-fuck writing that takes time and effort and produces discernibly awesome results. I want that. And movies, and parties, and meeting my friends just to sit in a coffee shop and gab like nosy poultry. And going places.

Anyway NC has 51 followers and I figure I'll make either chocolate balls or rice crispy treats to celebrate, but that's on Friday. First I have to do the stupid test and get some chores done, including doctor's appointments because I am getting sick of wheezing, and a well overdue package. Oh noes. Once that is over and done with, perhaps I'll read the actually fascinating articles for next semester's seminar?

Cool.

Friday, 12 November 2010 18:58
lea_hazel: The Little Mermaid (Genre: Fantasy)
Someday, I really need to play dress-up as this.

ETA: Trufax: I used to write exactly like this when I was about sixteen. I still do when I'm slightly tipsy.

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