Language learning
Wednesday, 7 April 2021 10:27A chance encounter on Twitter has led me to finally download Duolingo. I started the Yiddish (newly introduced) and Esperanto courses. I've previously started learning Esperanto once or twice but stalled when I realized 1) it's aggressively gendered, like Hebrew, and 2) better yet, it's gendered by taking male words as default and adding a suffix to feminized them e.g. father/mother is patro/patrino.
Anyway, I'd been meaning to try learning a third language for ages, and there will never be a perfect language.
Unless you know a perfect language, in which case, by all means, tell me about it. Note that I'm not taking applications for "High Valyrian" or similar, no matter how awesomecool you think they are.
Anyway, I'd been meaning to try learning a third language for ages, and there will never be a perfect language.
Unless you know a perfect language, in which case, by all means, tell me about it. Note that I'm not taking applications for "High Valyrian" or similar, no matter how awesomecool you think they are.
Ah, hells.
Friday, 3 May 2019 11:55Chrome went and did the thing where whenever you log onto Gmail through Chrome, it automatically logs you into the browser as well. Even though I have sync turned off (quite deliberately) this is still a problem for me. I figure it's a matter of time before they start harvesting, storing and selling even more data, and there's a reason I use DDG.
So, I am regretfully switching back to Firefox, and now I have to re-setup everything for my convenience.
But not right now, because my back is all crunched and I have Pilates in six minutes.
So, I am regretfully switching back to Firefox, and now I have to re-setup everything for my convenience.
But not right now, because my back is all crunched and I have Pilates in six minutes.
My back is messed up
Thursday, 20 December 2018 07:13My back is still acting up from Pilates and I'm anxious about my Yuletide assignment.
Oh, and I activated my Pillowfort account, I don't remember if I mentioned that or not. Add me there, I'm waiting to see if it takes off.
For now I'm gonna keep substantial content here on DW, where it is relatively stable.
That's all I've got to update before work.
Oh, and I activated my Pillowfort account, I don't remember if I mentioned that or not. Add me there, I'm waiting to see if it takes off.
For now I'm gonna keep substantial content here on DW, where it is relatively stable.
That's all I've got to update before work.
Holy shit.
I discovered two things today:
1. an old website that I used years ago to store unfinished kmeme fills that I didn't want lying around on my harddrive, has gone completely defunct and vanished from the face of the internet. yes, that website did still have some drafts of mine stored (attached to an email account similarly defunct, which I stopped properly using years ago). it's mostly okay, because the stuff that I really wanted to keep is still somewhere in my GMail drafts. I only really lost one document that I feel bad about not having, and it's no huge tragedy.
2. a quick search through my gmail account revealed two documents of unfinished stories relating to that very lost document. this is for an OC that I've been thinking about a lot lately, for some reason, and have developed a sudden weird nostalgia for. there's for sure no audience for it and I don't see that I would ever complete these stories, but it's extremely interesting to reread something that I wrote two or more year ago -- and totally forgot about.
life, man.
I discovered two things today:
1. an old website that I used years ago to store unfinished kmeme fills that I didn't want lying around on my harddrive, has gone completely defunct and vanished from the face of the internet. yes, that website did still have some drafts of mine stored (attached to an email account similarly defunct, which I stopped properly using years ago). it's mostly okay, because the stuff that I really wanted to keep is still somewhere in my GMail drafts. I only really lost one document that I feel bad about not having, and it's no huge tragedy.
2. a quick search through my gmail account revealed two documents of unfinished stories relating to that very lost document. this is for an OC that I've been thinking about a lot lately, for some reason, and have developed a sudden weird nostalgia for. there's for sure no audience for it and I don't see that I would ever complete these stories, but it's extremely interesting to reread something that I wrote two or more year ago -- and totally forgot about.
life, man.
Website Business
Sunday, 16 August 2015 12:19While I deal with a comically long chain of tax-related bureaucracy* in order to launch a Patreon account, I also need to start building my website. So I'm reaching out to ask recommendations for these two things:
1. A reliable place to register a .net domain plus hosting.
2. Freeware FTP software.
*Did you really need those six extra vowels, English? Really?
1. A reliable place to register a .net domain plus hosting.
2. Freeware FTP software.
*Did you really need those six extra vowels, English? Really?
How to Be a Writer
Monday, 6 July 2015 11:32I've been writing for over fifteen years. I think I mentioned that. It was only this year (last month, actually) that I finally decided to commit to a career as a professional writer.
There are a lot of questions that come along with such a dramatic change. I've grappled with some of these questions for years. Do I have the discipline to write every single day, and the work ethic to keep plugging at it, even when I reach the less pleasant stages of writing? Can I generate an idea compelling enough to draw an audience of readers? Can I create the type of work that can be sold for cash on a professional venue, like a short fiction magazine or an anthology?
Today, the questions I'm dwelling on are less abstract, but no less difficult for me to answer. I'm debating issues of my online presence. Crowdfunding is becoming an increasingly attractive option for writers, especially short fiction writers like myself. One of the options I'm considering is opening a Patreon account. Clearly, the critical aspect of crowdfunding is creating an audience, and the only way to create an audience is to publish. So, the main step of creating a successful Patreon presence is still the #1 answer to any writing-related question: write.
In the meantime, I'd like to have somewhere to point people at, in case someone should ask me how they can support my writing career. Patreon seems like a viable option for that, if only in a long-term view. It would also make a handy place to compile links and create a writing portfolio of sorts. Less formal than an official website, which I am also considering creating, but it does create a necessary one-stop destination.
One of the advantages of the social media era of writing is that I feel I have less to worry about the informal nature of some of my writing. This blog, for example, not to mention my Tumblr and Twitter accounts. When I look at the online presence of some contemporary genre writers ('my peers', as I practice saying) I feel there's more latitude given, a less strict standard of what counts as on-topic for a writer's blog. I can imagine someone looking at this blog, or my Tumblr, and not immediately thinking, 'this person is clearly not a professional writer'.
I still have open questions. Should I create a website? Should I include a more restrained author blog, and mirror only the substantial content from my current blog? Should I create a separate Tumblr to include only content relevant to Collar of the Damned and my other original writing? For now, I'm plugging away at my actual writing, and of course this blog as well.
There are a lot of questions that come along with such a dramatic change. I've grappled with some of these questions for years. Do I have the discipline to write every single day, and the work ethic to keep plugging at it, even when I reach the less pleasant stages of writing? Can I generate an idea compelling enough to draw an audience of readers? Can I create the type of work that can be sold for cash on a professional venue, like a short fiction magazine or an anthology?
Today, the questions I'm dwelling on are less abstract, but no less difficult for me to answer. I'm debating issues of my online presence. Crowdfunding is becoming an increasingly attractive option for writers, especially short fiction writers like myself. One of the options I'm considering is opening a Patreon account. Clearly, the critical aspect of crowdfunding is creating an audience, and the only way to create an audience is to publish. So, the main step of creating a successful Patreon presence is still the #1 answer to any writing-related question: write.
In the meantime, I'd like to have somewhere to point people at, in case someone should ask me how they can support my writing career. Patreon seems like a viable option for that, if only in a long-term view. It would also make a handy place to compile links and create a writing portfolio of sorts. Less formal than an official website, which I am also considering creating, but it does create a necessary one-stop destination.
One of the advantages of the social media era of writing is that I feel I have less to worry about the informal nature of some of my writing. This blog, for example, not to mention my Tumblr and Twitter accounts. When I look at the online presence of some contemporary genre writers ('my peers', as I practice saying) I feel there's more latitude given, a less strict standard of what counts as on-topic for a writer's blog. I can imagine someone looking at this blog, or my Tumblr, and not immediately thinking, 'this person is clearly not a professional writer'.
I still have open questions. Should I create a website? Should I include a more restrained author blog, and mirror only the substantial content from my current blog? Should I create a separate Tumblr to include only content relevant to Collar of the Damned and my other original writing? For now, I'm plugging away at my actual writing, and of course this blog as well.
Work. Work work work. Fic.
Tuesday, 14 October 2014 11:56I took up some sort of weird work commitment that accounts for a few hours a month. Nothing resembling a paycheck but I am relieved at the very least at having productive occupation. The kind that I know I can stick to/see through, since I'm getting pretty tired of being mad at myself for spending too much time online (or playing games) and not enough time studying/working/writing. I hope this works out and helps keep me sharp for when I get a full-time job, and maybe even spruces up my resume. Meanwhile I have an interview/exam for a real position on Sunday morning. The holidays are fucking with my sense of time.
I have discovered myself to be too tired, or anxious, or bored to do much Icon this year. It's just... abominably crowded, and full of kids, and smells powerfully of stale sweat. /o\
My current fic assignment is behind schedule and I'm nervous as hell. There's a creeping feeling growing in the back of my mind that I might miss the deadline, which is something I have never done. Nearly happened with this year's
purimgifts, but at the end I got the last one in. Defaulting, and at such a late point, is really an awful feeling. I just-- ugh, I just have to man the hell up and write it, even if it doesn't come out as good as I hoped.
I know there's a Tumblr Savior-like app that works on AO3. How about Delicious? Is there anything that will allow me to somehow reverse filter links to prompts/fills? IDK. "Not" filtering is kind of complicated.
I have discovered myself to be too tired, or anxious, or bored to do much Icon this year. It's just... abominably crowded, and full of kids, and smells powerfully of stale sweat. /o\
My current fic assignment is behind schedule and I'm nervous as hell. There's a creeping feeling growing in the back of my mind that I might miss the deadline, which is something I have never done. Nearly happened with this year's
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I know there's a Tumblr Savior-like app that works on AO3. How about Delicious? Is there anything that will allow me to somehow reverse filter links to prompts/fills? IDK. "Not" filtering is kind of complicated.
Fandom & Names & Identities
Wednesday, 27 November 2013 16:07I spent a good few hours today separating and consolidating accounts. The aim is to eventually eliminate my dependence on Hotmail altogether, while still keeping a separation between things like Tumblr notifications vs. things like e-mails from my mother. Cats can't be put back in bags or anything, but from now on when I give someone my gmail for a beta or fic exchange or something it'll be tied closely to my fannish identity and not so much to my offline one. Which also allows me to go by Hazel exclusively among non-family English speaker. I like that.
So now I have AO3/tumblr/twitter/gmail/a number of game accounts all linked together. Gmail also provides a totally unnecessary G+ account, but more importantly a YouTube account. Good for sharing playlists.
So now I have AO3/tumblr/twitter/gmail/a number of game accounts all linked together. Gmail also provides a totally unnecessary G+ account, but more importantly a YouTube account. Good for sharing playlists.
My new hobby is going through my never-properly-cleaned Hotmail inbox, where I get all my notifications sent. Aside from some receipts and terms updates, it's mostly stuff from Twitter, Tumblr and Dreamwidth. And AO3 notifications. I like reading through them and remembering how many cool people I know.
Brains in Tabs
Thursday, 27 June 2013 19:27I had YouTube open in one tab and I opened Google in another to search for lyrics. As I was reading the words I failed to notice for some time that an embedded video had started autoplay and I was listening to two overlapping versions of the same song. Briefly and serendipidously it occurred to me that my external environment was finally starting to model my internal one.
So Here We Are - An Introduction
Monday, 10 December 2012 22:47These days I go by Hazel most of the time.
( About me )
When I post something long, or something that I think most people won't want to read, I courtesy-cut it. This is Law in my journal, because I post about such eclectic subjects.
( About fandoms and tags )
( Links for me )
( About me )
When I post something long, or something that I think most people won't want to read, I courtesy-cut it. This is Law in my journal, because I post about such eclectic subjects.
( About fandoms and tags )
( Links for me )
Friending Meme!
Monday, 10 December 2012 11:05Friending meme! To be clear, I love the pants off Tumblr, I have nothing against it and I've been having a hell of a time, there. But, I would like to enrich my DW circle so that I can use Tumblr as it is best used and post my long, elaborate (and possibly controversial) metas to a journal setting, where they work best.
ETA: My comment for the curious.
ETA: My comment for the curious.
Spam and Games
Monday, 27 August 2012 13:44Just cleansed a huge batch of random copy/pasted spam comments and reported every single one. There's some weird spambot that sends these things out in waves.
I did some writing recently, just sat down and wrote without editing almost at all. But, it's been a while since I made progress on my important WIP projects. I need to buckle down, I was doing so well.
Last night I finished Dragon Age II.
Next week I'm going to the sleep clinic, I'm a little nervous because of how nocturnal my schedule has been skewing. I should do something about that. Like cut out caffeine for a couple of weeks.
I did some writing recently, just sat down and wrote without editing almost at all. But, it's been a while since I made progress on my important WIP projects. I need to buckle down, I was doing so well.
Last night I finished Dragon Age II.
Next week I'm going to the sleep clinic, I'm a little nervous because of how nocturnal my schedule has been skewing. I should do something about that. Like cut out caffeine for a couple of weeks.