Perhaps the Weather Is Turning
Tuesday, 6 May 2014 13:32![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
lea_hazelThere's been a heat-wave for several days, but it's pretty cloudy out. Cloudy and hot, and odd combination. I'm not sure whether it's the odd weather or something else, but my joints have started acting up. Last night I went out to a game event with some friends at the local LGBT center, and towards the end of the evening my right arm was hurting something fierce. Even my hands are giving me trouble. It's something like thirty degrees out and I'm sitting around with fingerless gloves (which really help).
I guess the big news is I signed a lease for an apartment closer to where I work. Costly, but I think it will work out well. Because of stupid anxiety reasons I can't shake the irrational fear that I've somehow been conned. Like when I got the job and I didn't really feel secure until I'd signed an actual contract.
Moving is gonna be a bitch, but I'm gonna try to leverage this as an opportunity to clear out some crap and unweigh my mind. I started using getyedone again and deleted a bunch of obsolete tasks. Also, I really hope that stabilizing in a new place closer to work will help me establish a more steady, healthier routine. Most of the concrete details that set me back can only be best handled by establishing strong good habits and maintaining them.
Hopefully this will also allow me to get back in the habit of writing. Maybe if I keep active today, I'll feel energetic later in the afternoon and have a look at some of my WIPs. I don't want to fall prey to that mid-story restlessness that makes me latch onto new ideas and projects.
Mostly everything is good. I think writing a blog post (which I haven't made a proper one of in a while) will probably help me gather my mind. I'll put on some jeans and pop out to see what the whether is tangibly like. Maybe I'll dash into the city for a few chores.
I guess the big news is I signed a lease for an apartment closer to where I work. Costly, but I think it will work out well. Because of stupid anxiety reasons I can't shake the irrational fear that I've somehow been conned. Like when I got the job and I didn't really feel secure until I'd signed an actual contract.
Moving is gonna be a bitch, but I'm gonna try to leverage this as an opportunity to clear out some crap and unweigh my mind. I started using getyedone again and deleted a bunch of obsolete tasks. Also, I really hope that stabilizing in a new place closer to work will help me establish a more steady, healthier routine. Most of the concrete details that set me back can only be best handled by establishing strong good habits and maintaining them.
Hopefully this will also allow me to get back in the habit of writing. Maybe if I keep active today, I'll feel energetic later in the afternoon and have a look at some of my WIPs. I don't want to fall prey to that mid-story restlessness that makes me latch onto new ideas and projects.
Mostly everything is good. I think writing a blog post (which I haven't made a proper one of in a while) will probably help me gather my mind. I'll put on some jeans and pop out to see what the whether is tangibly like. Maybe I'll dash into the city for a few chores.
