I cannot

[lea_hazel]

I was about to make a post about anxiety but was momentarily rendered insensible by anxiety. Like I was staring blankly at the screen with my cursor hovering over the icon list, just... senseless with anxiety.

Goddamnit. I told myself that I knew how to deal with this shit. Am I going to have to take the rest of the day off? I need that time to do work, or at a bare minimum write. Right now I'm staring not finishing my degree in the face, like, every damn day. If I don't put out a proposal soon I might as well throw in the towel. And then set it on fire.

Comments

[alias_sqbr]

I feel like I should have something more useful to say than "Man, that feeling sucks doesn't it?". But yeah :/ And I find mental health days much more frustrating than other kinds of sick days.

[lynnoconnacht]

This. So much. <3 And much better worded than I could too.

[lea_hazel]

Thanks. :)

[mooreeffoc]

That feeling is the eternal worst. *sympathises and commiserates*

[lea_hazel]

Thanks. :)