Life Decisions
Monday, 4 June 2012 13:06![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
lea_hazelSkipping class this morning to sleep in was definitely a good call. I needed those extra hours of sleep, they were unusually restful and the summer afternoons are always so exhausting. If I'd trudged an hour either way for a ninety minute class, I'd be beat and sore, and wouldn't have enough time for a proper nap before driving this afternoon. Instead I ate breakfast and waffled online and now I have an hour to try to focus before lunch.
I've been rereading a WIP fanfic to try and figure out if I still love it enough to carry it through the last five or so chapters. I think it's a go, I just need more focus. I was so devoted to this story last summer, then sometime this winter all my writing energies fizzled. My aspirations as a writer are gonna get a serious tap in the skull if it turns out I can't motivate myself to write during an entire season. But, there's no point worrying about it. I'll just have to take it one day at a time like usual. Maybe I can set aside certain hours in the week for reading and writing.
Today is Monday and there is much to accomplish. This listless desire to sit around and let one minute flow into another without using any of them, is a lie and it needs to be defeated.
I've been rereading a WIP fanfic to try and figure out if I still love it enough to carry it through the last five or so chapters. I think it's a go, I just need more focus. I was so devoted to this story last summer, then sometime this winter all my writing energies fizzled. My aspirations as a writer are gonna get a serious tap in the skull if it turns out I can't motivate myself to write during an entire season. But, there's no point worrying about it. I'll just have to take it one day at a time like usual. Maybe I can set aside certain hours in the week for reading and writing.
Today is Monday and there is much to accomplish. This listless desire to sit around and let one minute flow into another without using any of them, is a lie and it needs to be defeated.
