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[lea_hazel]

I have a ~*~pain in my heart~*~ so I'm listening to amazingly sentimental Israeli music on YouTube. I always feel vaguely embarrassed because so many of the classics of Israeli pop are so incredibly callow, in a way I can't quite put my finger on. But I guess in a lot of ways I grew up on this music so excavating it from the part of my brain that fires wildly whenever it comes on is a lost cause. Rationally, intellectually I know everything that's wrong with it, but sometimes I hear it or even just recall it and suddenly, blood pressure bonkers, goosebumps everywhere, legit sort of tight feeling in my chest. IDEK.