IT'S THE END OF THE WORLD AS WE KNOW IT

Let's ignore for a moment that there are serious events happening all over the world and all around me. Let's focus on how self-centered I am. The agonizing fic of self-loathing that I have been wrestling with for more than a year is finished (as finished as it will ever be) and posted. Whether it's any good, only pelted tomatoes will tell.

I hate it and I hate myself and I hate everything. Everything's fine.