Summer Traps

I feel so flat and unmotivated to do anything but passively play video games. I have so many writing things I could be throwing my energy into, but instead I wake up every morning and do nothing and nothing and nothing. I should be producing, not ruminating.

Today I have assigned myself only two chores, but they are both phone calls which is the worst. And one of them will probably be quite confrontational. Ugh.

ETA: ...And the sleep clinic people "lost" my fax. Again. Why do these fucking losers demand that I fax them everything under the sun, if they only toss it in the trash along with my life and health and dignity fml everybody hates me conspiracy woe etcetera.