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lea_hazelSo I watched an ep of Dollhouse and it was the one where they're programmed to escape and then pass out once they've magically solved all their emotional problems for evah and evah amen. Or something. IDEC. When I watch this show I imagine rescuing people and so it becomes another one in a long list of pro works that makes me want certain things really badly and then gives me exactly the opposite.
It's totally crystallized for me why I watch it, though, and that's because it's the perfect prologue to the ultimate idfic that wouldsolve all my emotional problems for evah and evah amen make me super happy like nothing else. Of course, because it would make me so happy, I'm totally not equipped to write it. Not for the first time, it occurred to me that Oracle is the perfect person to crush Topher to smithereens, and this time it occurred to me that Lois Lane could help her.
What I've realized would make me super happy like nothing else:
I think my brain might be a pretty scary place.
It's totally crystallized for me why I watch it, though, and that's because it's the perfect prologue to the ultimate idfic that would
What I've realized would make me super happy like nothing else:
- I am so much smarter than you, you don't even know. Your puny, squichy, gray mind can't even begin to process how immensely smarter than you I am. Please to be STFUing now.
- Brutal, bloody, no-holds-barred ass-kicking, with a side of taunting a la Lisbeth Salanedr of The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo fame.
- Everything hurts! Life is hard! I know. Hug times now.
- Wake-up-screaming-in-the-middle-of-the-night trauma, but it's okay, because everyone is a little broken and we don't expect you to be magically better and pristine now, because you've been through shit and it's okay.
I think my brain might be a pretty scary place.
